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Wednesday, March 09, 2011
Well... Hello again.
Its been long and well, you can choose to blame it on technology and the extra box of laziness that is secretly packed along with it. Since school ended, I could literally count the number of times I've used my laptop for anything because I've been able to access everything through my little Blackberry :) I guess you can say I've become lazy. Blame it on twitter and its 140 character limit. Everything I want to express or anything I feel is summarized into 140 characters and VIOLA its done. I mean yes, it does come with its benefits cause well now i've got to think through sentence structure and choosing appropriate words and etc. If only twitter existed in my Secondary school days. Summary used to be my weakest shit. So I'm done with school. That day everyone looked forward too didn't turn out to be anything like I thought it'd be. When reality sunk in, suddenly school seemed to be the better option. Every morning I wake up with a head filled with questions. What to do today? What do I want to achieve etc. It doesn't help that my dad bugs me everyday and any tom, dick and harry I meet asks the same questions I dread " so what are your plans now?" Gaaaaaah! I've got so many things running through my head, I dont know which to begin with. I just wished I could dig my brain out and just give it a real good scrub. Just wash everything and put it back in. I've got a whole list of things I want to achieve by my 21st and I need a real good boost. I can't seem to start. Its just all words with no actions. I need to hire a motivator, to be my cheerleader, to kick start my day and end it filling fulfilled and satisfied. Dear God, You know the things running though my head. You know the things I worry all day You know how i feel You know what I lack HELP ME! LOVE, ME I wished I could grab someone with me, grab my starbucks and sit on the rooftop of Vivo and just spill out everything. ): Anyone? |