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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Get it off my chest once and for all
GOOOD MOORNINGG!!
I'm reporting from class, currently sitted at my faci's desk.
Theres only four of us in class...Dila,Sophie,Sherry and I.
Its down to the last two weeks... and you already know how i feel so i shall not start.
I've been bugged lately by a certain bug..No its not a virus or anything like that.
Its just that i've been having sudden moodswings..
I can be laughing and later my heart just falls into my stomach and i start feeling all kinds of feelings. Its like my whole body system has a mind on its own.
I wonder where i to go from here.
Its the first time feel so bugged.
I gave myself a date line to let it all out and after that day, i'll get over it and get back to being normal again. i know its going to be awkward and all but i have to get it off my chest once and for all. I cannot wait any longer. Everyday i find it getting stronger.
my feelings are all jumbled now. i've lost the mood to blog.
i'll go home blog when i get the mood!
And i promise one thing. I'll shut up more often from now on. =]
it has become something to tease about.
I'm reporting from class, currently sitted at my faci's desk.
Theres only four of us in class...Dila,Sophie,Sherry and I.
Its down to the last two weeks... and you already know how i feel so i shall not start.
I've been bugged lately by a certain bug..No its not a virus or anything like that.
Its just that i've been having sudden moodswings..
I can be laughing and later my heart just falls into my stomach and i start feeling all kinds of feelings. Its like my whole body system has a mind on its own.
I wonder where i to go from here.
Its the first time feel so bugged.
I gave myself a date line to let it all out and after that day, i'll get over it and get back to being normal again. i know its going to be awkward and all but i have to get it off my chest once and for all. I cannot wait any longer. Everyday i find it getting stronger.
my feelings are all jumbled now. i've lost the mood to blog.
i'll go home blog when i get the mood!
And i promise one thing. I'll shut up more often from now on. =]
it has become something to tease about.
Labels: Things i get myself into
Monday, July 28, 2008
Fun laughter peace and joy
The lights are out and the temperature is just right.
Its only the sound of Geralene's group presenting and the purring of my laptop.
My muscles in my eye lids are struggling to keep my eyes open. I WANT TO SLEEP!
My brain is on strike. refusing to do anything i want i to.No body co-ordination either.
I just feel like giving up but I dont want to. i want my A's for UT and these last few weeks.
I'm not having the drive today. Somehow i feel as if i was just a pile of waste just sitt ing and typing away at my laptop.
I NEED SLEEP! did i mention that?
Sighs.... its the last two weeks of school now and that would mean HELLO SLEEP! BYE BYE CLASS!
MAN! I'm not looking forward, cause i dont want to change! i dont want to have to adapt again!
I think we all just fit in so well.
My shits! we all get along well cause we're all nuts together. We just FIT IN!
SHITS!!! IF YOU READ THIS ...REMEMBER, WE MUST STILL BE THE SHITS EVEN IF IT MEANS A DIFFERENT CLASS OKAY!
WE'LL STILL MEET FOR LUNCH AND BREAKS, AND GO OUT DO NONSENSE LIKE WE DID OKAY!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha OH YEA!
went out with my shits on sat after my jive event.
ahha wanted to watch fireworks but ended up ther ewas nothing.
so we entertained ourselves by cam whoring away. haha
It was the first time i actually let my hair down without feeling concious about anything, but just have fun and nothing but pure FUN!
We tried jumping away hoping to capture pictures of us up in the air, unfortunately, after MANY MANY attempts, we are only left with nothing but unglam pics of us! AND though they were all unglam, the pictures captured the moments of fun we had, the looks on our faces, haha all just speaks about the fun we had...
I'm currently in class which means i cant upload my pics,so if u want them...you got to wait =D
hahaha
so till the next i blog! TATAS
LOVES
Its only the sound of Geralene's group presenting and the purring of my laptop.
My muscles in my eye lids are struggling to keep my eyes open. I WANT TO SLEEP!
My brain is on strike. refusing to do anything i want i to.No body co-ordination either.
I just feel like giving up but I dont want to. i want my A's for UT and these last few weeks.
I'm not having the drive today. Somehow i feel as if i was just a pile of waste just sitt ing and typing away at my laptop.
I NEED SLEEP! did i mention that?
Sighs.... its the last two weeks of school now and that would mean HELLO SLEEP! BYE BYE CLASS!
MAN! I'm not looking forward, cause i dont want to change! i dont want to have to adapt again!
I think we all just fit in so well.
My shits! we all get along well cause we're all nuts together. We just FIT IN!
SHITS!!! IF YOU READ THIS ...REMEMBER, WE MUST STILL BE THE SHITS EVEN IF IT MEANS A DIFFERENT CLASS OKAY!
WE'LL STILL MEET FOR LUNCH AND BREAKS, AND GO OUT DO NONSENSE LIKE WE DID OKAY!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha OH YEA!
went out with my shits on sat after my jive event.
ahha wanted to watch fireworks but ended up ther ewas nothing.
so we entertained ourselves by cam whoring away. haha
It was the first time i actually let my hair down without feeling concious about anything, but just have fun and nothing but pure FUN!
We tried jumping away hoping to capture pictures of us up in the air, unfortunately, after MANY MANY attempts, we are only left with nothing but unglam pics of us! AND though they were all unglam, the pictures captured the moments of fun we had, the looks on our faces, haha all just speaks about the fun we had...
I'm currently in class which means i cant upload my pics,so if u want them...you got to wait =D
hahaha
so till the next i blog! TATAS
LOVES
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Friendship
Just a question i need to ask. Is it not possible for a guy and girl to be two people who get along really well without having to be because either one likes the other?
I mean why must people be so stereotypical? Open up your mind a little. Things dont always seem the way you think it is. Look around, there are many people who get along really well, and arent even a "couple". Is it only when two people like each other, that they play around and tease each other? It might be the case for some, however it wouldnt be for the rest.
It just bugs me sometimes when people tease. At firsts its funny then after a while it annoys cause I treasure friendship alot and the last thing i need, is someone avoiding or stops doing what we always do just cause of people misundertanding.
Come on man! I mean Ya it happens in movies and all so???
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
This day 2 years ago
I found myself crying last night when i laid down to go sleep.
It was all too sudden. The light went off and everyone nodded off leaving me alone with nothing but the sound of the fan and some cars passing by 23 floors down. I see shadows beside me, shadows of the grills on my window. I curled up and held my bolster tightly and cried. I started thinking of all the things i used to do, how i would take advangage of me being taller then u and wrap my arms around you, squeezing you till you tell me "Chee Poda"
The times when you called and i would grumble before i answered cause i had to answer all the questions asked, but deep down now i realised its all because you care. Its because you care that you scold when i dont study. Its because you care that you dislike seeing me idle around instead of drawing or reading useful. Its because you cared, that you sometimes get hysterical at the way we behaved whenever we laughed really loud or did something naughty. Its because you care, that you always made sure i ate before i left for home.
Its because you care, that you left us all here and went up there so as to watch over us all.
I know i dont show it.., but i do miss you . Deep down under somewhere inside.... i really miss you and sometimes wish that you were still around, so that i could run to you when i needed help.
I'm glad i was in school today, surrounded by people who make me happy, instead of being home and thinking..
This day 2 years ago....but it feels like just yesterday!
ILOVEYOU!
It was all too sudden. The light went off and everyone nodded off leaving me alone with nothing but the sound of the fan and some cars passing by 23 floors down. I see shadows beside me, shadows of the grills on my window. I curled up and held my bolster tightly and cried. I started thinking of all the things i used to do, how i would take advangage of me being taller then u and wrap my arms around you, squeezing you till you tell me "Chee Poda"
The times when you called and i would grumble before i answered cause i had to answer all the questions asked, but deep down now i realised its all because you care. Its because you care that you scold when i dont study. Its because you care that you dislike seeing me idle around instead of drawing or reading useful. Its because you cared, that you sometimes get hysterical at the way we behaved whenever we laughed really loud or did something naughty. Its because you care, that you always made sure i ate before i left for home.
Its because you care, that you left us all here and went up there so as to watch over us all.
I know i dont show it.., but i do miss you . Deep down under somewhere inside.... i really miss you and sometimes wish that you were still around, so that i could run to you when i needed help.
I'm glad i was in school today, surrounded by people who make me happy, instead of being home and thinking..
This day 2 years ago....but it feels like just yesterday!
ILOVEYOU!
Labels: i really miss you
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Oops!
i just told a secret to SOMEONE;)
OOPS!
OOPS!
Monday, July 14, 2008
A pocket full of sunshine
Its a Monday Morning and i'm reporting from class!
Its been a good weekend! i've had my share of fun!
cutted my hair on sat.. (yes i know there isn't a past tense for cut, but its a form of slang.)
hahaha yea man know there isn't much to cut from my head but haha i woke up and felt like having a trim so i did, and i liked it=) i like the feeling of cutting hair. it sort of makes me feel all so refreshed and new=)
so sat i woke up feeling aimless and wanting to chop my hair off... roamed abt at home till abt twelve, headed to granpa's rotted there too =] haha then went with momma to city hall to get some stuff . haha After that.. my momma sugessted trimming hair and i said woohoo yes yes!
headed to the salon under grandfather's house.. ooooh got the cute hair dresser! haha mmm mmm he said i have really nice curls which cannot be found and cannot be done even with perming! hahaha mmmm made my day man! haha...had a long discussion with him, telling him why i learn't chinese and all tht nonsense. MAN he did a good job..i'm appointing him my personal hair stylist;) yea! good skills plus goodlooks;) ahha wat more can i ask for B-)
Sunday was spent roaming arnd the house too. finished all my chores...cleaned my cupboard of clothes...slept...went to city hall and headed back home...slacked on the couch and watched a really good hindi movie!
I'm in the mood to watch a really nice hindi movie! OH MAN! i want the holidays but wanting holidays would mean...class changing! SIGHS!
Its been a good weekend! i've had my share of fun!
cutted my hair on sat.. (yes i know there isn't a past tense for cut, but its a form of slang.)
hahaha yea man know there isn't much to cut from my head but haha i woke up and felt like having a trim so i did, and i liked it=) i like the feeling of cutting hair. it sort of makes me feel all so refreshed and new=)
so sat i woke up feeling aimless and wanting to chop my hair off... roamed abt at home till abt twelve, headed to granpa's rotted there too =] haha then went with momma to city hall to get some stuff . haha After that.. my momma sugessted trimming hair and i said woohoo yes yes!
headed to the salon under grandfather's house.. ooooh got the cute hair dresser! haha mmm mmm he said i have really nice curls which cannot be found and cannot be done even with perming! hahaha mmmm made my day man! haha...had a long discussion with him, telling him why i learn't chinese and all tht nonsense. MAN he did a good job..i'm appointing him my personal hair stylist;) yea! good skills plus goodlooks;) ahha wat more can i ask for B-)
Sunday was spent roaming arnd the house too. finished all my chores...cleaned my cupboard of clothes...slept...went to city hall and headed back home...slacked on the couch and watched a really good hindi movie!
I'm in the mood to watch a really nice hindi movie! OH MAN! i want the holidays but wanting holidays would mean...class changing! SIGHS!
Labels: I'mLovinIt
Saturday, July 12, 2008
A lesson learnt
Ice cream when its raining is NOTa good idea..
Do not follow movies...
trust me..dont be too kaypoh like i was.
Man. At least today i can lift my head to use the comp.
It all started on thursday, in the morning on my way to school... i got caught in the rain half way while WALKING to the bus stop to meet Sara. Then when i reached Woodlands...the bus line was SO long, we decided to walk and then again, I GOT SOAKED! was practically freezing in class.
After all the soaking and school ended, headed to Vivo to meet cousin and sister for window shopping....(broke currently) then little miss idiot me, suggested having ben and jerrys..have i metioned, I LOVE ICE CREAM! So i bought double scoop which came with a complimentart scoop so total i had THREE scoops of ice cream..Mmmm mmm! Yummy.
Fun ended the next day when i woke up for school. My nose was running and my head was pounding...Dragged myself to school, and almost died in the aircon. It became worse and i started getting drowsy. Told facsi i wanted to leave after my grp presented. Haha felt like a Zombie. Cabbed home from school and slept from 4.30 - 9...ate dinner and submitted RJ and went to bed, only to end up tossing and turning. My headached so bad, i couldn't sleep. Nose still running..head pounding and throat is irritating.
Hahaha oh yea blog about Wednesday. Teams got reshuffled and i ran over to sophie's team! Woohoo the ShiT cLub!
the whole grp of us were not in the mood for science thus started doing nonsense. flooded each other with cockroah emoticons and laughed till lene hit her head and Angela snorted! Wahahaha Halim started throwing rubbish at me right in front of the Facsi. started chasing all over the class. Presented and later the 4 of us shifted to the middle table to help others the ppt and then started doing nonsense again. Lene did some island filled with animals all with blue tack and then stuck blue tack on Kok's laptop while he was presenting! hahaha facis was right behind us and didnt do anything..LOGA ROCKS haha! or maybe coz he thought we were all deprived of a proper childhood hahaha.
Man i'm going to miss my class! I think we all get along so well!
i dont like the idea of having to adjust all over again!
over here, all of us fit in just right!
w25J rocks! We'll all keep in touch k?
4 weeks before we change classes! OH MAN!
When girls get bored! they read magazines..gossip and do nonsense.
Do not follow movies...
trust me..dont be too kaypoh like i was.
Man. At least today i can lift my head to use the comp.
It all started on thursday, in the morning on my way to school... i got caught in the rain half way while WALKING to the bus stop to meet Sara. Then when i reached Woodlands...the bus line was SO long, we decided to walk and then again, I GOT SOAKED! was practically freezing in class.
After all the soaking and school ended, headed to Vivo to meet cousin and sister for window shopping....(broke currently) then little miss idiot me, suggested having ben and jerrys..have i metioned, I LOVE ICE CREAM! So i bought double scoop which came with a complimentart scoop so total i had THREE scoops of ice cream..Mmmm mmm! Yummy.
Fun ended the next day when i woke up for school. My nose was running and my head was pounding...Dragged myself to school, and almost died in the aircon. It became worse and i started getting drowsy. Told facsi i wanted to leave after my grp presented. Haha felt like a Zombie. Cabbed home from school and slept from 4.30 - 9...ate dinner and submitted RJ and went to bed, only to end up tossing and turning. My headached so bad, i couldn't sleep. Nose still running..head pounding and throat is irritating.
Hahaha oh yea blog about Wednesday. Teams got reshuffled and i ran over to sophie's team! Woohoo the ShiT cLub!
the whole grp of us were not in the mood for science thus started doing nonsense. flooded each other with cockroah emoticons and laughed till lene hit her head and Angela snorted! Wahahaha Halim started throwing rubbish at me right in front of the Facsi. started chasing all over the class. Presented and later the 4 of us shifted to the middle table to help others the ppt and then started doing nonsense again. Lene did some island filled with animals all with blue tack and then stuck blue tack on Kok's laptop while he was presenting! hahaha facis was right behind us and didnt do anything..LOGA ROCKS haha! or maybe coz he thought we were all deprived of a proper childhood hahaha.
Man i'm going to miss my class! I think we all get along so well!
i dont like the idea of having to adjust all over again!
over here, all of us fit in just right!
w25J rocks! We'll all keep in touch k?
4 weeks before we change classes! OH MAN!
When girls get bored! they read magazines..gossip and do nonsense.
Labels: the things we do
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Hmmmm
Yet another title less post.
its been a while. Hahaha
anyways. The post before this is My own creation.
i was sitting in Mos burger when i just felt like writing it.
And i'm so loving it!
i just want a tune. MAN i'm good!
not really in the mood to post much now.
maybe tmr! haha i dont know why but i usually get my inspiration to blog when i'm in class!
hahhahaa
tatas!
its been a while. Hahaha
anyways. The post before this is My own creation.
i was sitting in Mos burger when i just felt like writing it.
And i'm so loving it!
i just want a tune. MAN i'm good!
not really in the mood to post much now.
maybe tmr! haha i dont know why but i usually get my inspiration to blog when i'm in class!
hahhahaa
tatas!
Monday, July 07, 2008
If i could play the guitar
Sometimes i wished i knew how to play the guitar.
Then i could sit by my favourite spot everyday
and strum to the rythm that my heart plays.
But till that happens, all i have are lyrics of songs
i wrote, waiting to be sung in tunes that will
make them dance.
Feet in the water, a guitar in my hand,
i stare blankly at what lies before me.
i can hear the tunes i want to play,
but my fingers can't keep up
and all they can do is look clumsy as they helplessly strum.
If i could play the guitar,
i'll sing my own songs
make my own hits
burn them in a cd
and i'll call my album
Music from my Heart!