Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

GAH! This week has been SHIT and nothing but SHIT.

A feeling of fulfilment and satisfaction, to feel peace in my whole being was something I've been wanting to feel for SO long and finally I did.
Saturday was Sivarathri, where we're supposed to go pray to Lord Shiva and stay up the whole night, so Ac, my sister and I went. First to the Geylang one then to the Kallang one. Kallang, my all time favourite, just stepping in there was as if the whole atmosphere came gushing right in.
I came home with a big smile on my face as the music from the temple still played in my head, I was finally at peace only to get it all flushed in the toilet an hour or so later.

Just cause you're my father doesn't give you the rights to choose my beliefs and values.
I am an individual. I'm packaged with the ability to choose my values and beliefs according to whatever I feel makes me happy. Yes you are my parent and I'm living under you and t was you who thought me all this but SO? Blind lead blind la? If you think jumping off the building is the right thing, I too should follow you? I'm 20 now and I'm already an adult. Respect is all about give and take. Remember it always takes two hands to clap.

Another drama.
Every time there's a problem, walking out of the house doesn't make solve the problem in anyway, instead its only making it bigger. Just how many years already have you been doing this kind of shit? Has it solved ANYTHING? I'm boiling more and more each time I see you cause I remember all the shit you always say. So much for being a mother. You just don't know how lucky you are till we're finally gone and by then its going to be too late. FCUK!! I'm boiling just thinking of it!

Both of you seem to be taking us all for granted and its time you guys see the light before its too late. We're reaching our saturation point soon!

I thinks it about time only before either of us runs away from home.


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