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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Monday, July 27, 2009

what do you do when you want to keep them close but you cant't cause you're simply helpless.

I suddeny feel like a fool. Like all my words just fall onto deaf ears.

Dont my words mean anything? or at least dont I mean anything?

How come I care so much for people but always feel like an idiot after that?

I cant pretend to be oblivious simply because I care too much.

I'm going mad thinking about this too much.

I dont want to take a step back but I dont want to be too close for comfort either.

I think its only fair that I'm appreciated and I shouldn't feel this way because its not right.

GAAAAAAH! I should just shoot myself because SO many times I have thought to myself, if only I could just get knocked out and dont wake up for several months and then maybe people would realise what I am worth and then I wouldn't be taken for granted again.

This doesnt make me suicidal please. I value life too much =)

Im just so down I need to get it out. Who wants to hear me out?

I just saw everyone run off. see no one wants to listen. :(

p.s IM NOT EMO!


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