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Monday, July 27, 2009


what do you do when you want to keep them close but you cant't cause you're simply helpless.

I suddeny feel like a fool. Like all my words just fall onto deaf ears.

Dont my words mean anything? or at least dont I mean anything?

How come I care so much for people but always feel like an idiot after that?

I cant pretend to be oblivious simply because I care too much.

I'm going mad thinking about this too much.

I dont want to take a step back but I dont want to be too close for comfort either.

I think its only fair that I'm appreciated and I shouldn't feel this way because its not right.

GAAAAAAH! I should just shoot myself because SO many times I have thought to myself, if only I could just get knocked out and dont wake up for several months and then maybe people would realise what I am worth and then I wouldn't be taken for granted again.

This doesnt make me suicidal please. I value life too much =)

Im just so down I need to get it out. Who wants to hear me out?

I just saw everyone run off. see no one wants to listen. :(

p.s IM NOT EMO!