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Bituwin - template
Dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

I need to vent again.


So bottled up inside.


How come I have to feel this way? Its like getting poked in the eye even without actually doing.


You know like when you're watching tv and someone gets stab you go "ough". Ya thats how i feel right now.


GOSH


I dont know if im dumb or not but GAAAAH! Its horribly irritating every nerve in me.


I've been seeing that sentence for a very VERY long time and suddenly now I'm wondering, what if now its mean't for me too?


GEEES Im not having mood swings. I just feel so vulnerable.


And it is finally clear to me now, cause i know what they mean when they say the tighter you hold the sand, the more they spill out.


I'm still keeping you close but Im letting go. I'll watch and if you fall, I'll let you pick yourself up cause that is my purpose here. =) There. Something positive. Now it doesnt seem so bad after all.





before i go. Heres alittle note to you appupa



Dont worry old man! Come wha may, we'll always be there with you okay!
LOVE YOU! <3

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