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Monday, June 15, 2009
School is IN and I'm IN . ( i think) I've got my postive mode on and I'm gonna keep it on for a looooooong time. Grr UT today and JIVE ENDS AT 9.30!! LOOOOOONG day today! BUT ....hais
Today i realised how holidays make you realise things As i woke up today, getting ready for school, I was reflecting on my holidays and made me realise how much I actually am thankful for having this holiday 1. Because my sisters were home.. BOTH 2. Though my small sis had school most of the time, we found time to have fun 3. My father went to malaysia which gave us three and mom time to bond. 4. My mom was on mc for 4 days so we had each other's company 5. My mom being on Mc meant we could all go out together for an all girls day out. WE WENT TO PAMPER OURSELVES BY HAVING OUR HAIR DONE! (: 6. I got to study and keep my grandfather company. 7. I realised how much i missed my papa when he was in malaysia. 8. I did alot of thinking and realised alot of things. Theres just SO many things. I'm so happy and even though i miss being home with my two bummers of sisters, I'm happy I had those 2 weeks at least. Hmmmm there is this warm fuzzy feeling inside me. I'm happy with the way things are going if only i could just fix my parents then it will all be perfect but then again. its the imperfections that make life perfect. I'm missing my Grandmother alot and I dont know why its so sudden. So randomly waiting for mell today, this indian old lady was standing behind me with her daughter and suddenly I missed my Grandmother. There was something in her that just triggered the emotion. Guess maybe some wounds just take a longer time to heal. The dream triggered it all. Maybe she's trying to tell me something. I miss her. ): |