<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d11072180\x26blogName\x3dNishiee\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dSILVER\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://causeshelovescheesecakes.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://causeshelovescheesecakes.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8016471893580015662', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe", messageHandlersFilter: gapi.iframes.CROSS_ORIGIN_IFRAMES_FILTER, messageHandlers: { 'blogger-ping': function() {} } }); } }); </script>
Nisha is my name I'm fun and my laughter makes the world go round =).


MusicPlaylistRingtones
Create a playlist at MixPod.com
Thursday, May 07, 2009

Yet another emo post
I promised myself no more.
I'm really hoping and praying really hard that I get to change class because my current one is really giving me alot of pressure. Its way too much for me to take cause NO ONE LISTENS to me nor
does anyone RESPOND to me.
One by one everything is screwing up. My laptop is playing tricks with me, my software wont run, my brain just wont function and NO ONE wants to help me!
Yes i can read books from the library but HELLO i still need that someone to talk it out with me.
I've bottled it up for so long today I just walked out of class and broke down. Its like I've reached the peak and i dont think I can go on any longer like that.

I miss the warmth that once filled the classroom.
The heart itches each time i bump into my last year's classmates cause of that special bond. Everyone is genuine, no fakes, smiles greet you everytime eyes meet everything! Like i feel more depressed each time i see them cause i wish i could just go back to those times and never move.

I know I have the potentials to do well but given my current situation, I find myself doubting my own potential. I'm not given the right thingy that enables me to unleash and and really show what I'm capable off.

Can't they see it. I mean we're all humans.
just like when you want to drive, you got to insert the key to turn the engine on, adjust the gear put your seat belt, then step on the paddle to move. You cant just sit in the car and step the paddle, expecting the car to move right.
SO I too have starting problems. I need to get my engine running, adjust to the enviroment, understand what's happening then step my paddle and move.

Ah fuck forget it. The stupid theories i come up with. Like it makes any sense at all.
I dont want to regret my decisions there still a little light at the end of the tunnel. I'm hoping its the end of the tunnel, and not just an on coming train.

would someone just send me into a coma for 1 year and let me just wake up to so that i could start things new again!