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Monday, May 25, 2009
LOUSY!
I FINALLY ENDED EARLY AND I CANT LEAVE! stupid jive event! ugh! *stamps floor*
Today's lesson is by far the best so far.
played game as part of the lesson and we're done for the day by 12? LOUSY cause i got to stay till 6 for JIVE ugh!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Hey Young World!
hahaha okay so random. Currently listening to Kanye West rapping to knock you down and those words came just as my blogger popped hahaha erm.. okay whatever. Im stuck on knock you down cause I love Neyo's voice. You can say I'm in a better mood. Lesson was pretty good today FOR THE FIRST TIME ! Faci changed teams and my current one is pretty good. I actually understand whats being said partly also because Han Qi helped me out yesterday! He's going to give me his notes from poly so Lets Pray! it knocks you down just get back up when it knocks you down! Its buzzing in me again. Someone switch off the buzzer. Its not supposed to buzz. Its a lesson learnt remember. okay im done with class. Ut in half hour so i got to go try get whatever i can i my head. :)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
say love Love LOVE
WARNING LOOOONG POST AHEAD PROCEED AT OWN RISKS.
Hello! Its been a LONG time. Yours truly was facing obstacles after obstacles and has finally found time to blog. ANYWAYS.... so my birthday came and left leaving me with a BIG 19 on my forehead. Gosh another year to 20 and two years to 21. It was finally a birthday with my sisters home and I couldn't be there:( I HAD SCHOOL! LIKE ALWAYS only difference was it wasn't an exam day. I dragged my butt to school chanting away " today is a good day, today is my day". Lessons were kind to me. My classmate sang happy birthday for me hahaha. My shits got me a perfume which unfortunately gets me all HACHOO every time i sniff it. The day went by with dinner with my parents and a hong pao from my grandpa. My sisters and mom got me a bracelet watch from swatch and its really cute. I thought that was all for birthday but NOPE.. My Wooman people something on their sleeves hahaha. THE END THEN one day We( sara, my sis and I ) went lunching then phone shopping. My sissy bought her phone and got me one too! LG COOKIE! Headed to MOS at novena to rest as yours truly had a running tap of a nose. Was fiddling with my new phone when BOOM Erika appeared with a BIG green cushion with buttons sewn on it in the shape of N and a st marg's tie attached. They kept insisting that I stay and submit my PP at mos itself telling me to stay late since i couldn't go for tuition. They brought me to HARRYS! HARRYS BAR! HAHAHAHA like my first time CAN! Hahaha Got me to order my first official full glass of alcoholic drink Bought some moutain breeze thingy. Sat there and suddenly Melllisa appears" coincidentally" then the waitress brings this colorful cake with strawberries topped on it obviously made by Mellisa. Hahaha they sang song for me! SO cute la. I mean i was suspicious of something but not this! Sara got me a mug that said " I'll drink anything that has beer" Like i should place that infront of my dad and he'll be all . Hahaha I really had fun and it blessed me with a fever the next day. Mom brought me to KK cause she panicked when she saw 39deg. DONT WORRY NO SWINE FLU HERE. Just the normal fever. SO I rotted my thursday and friday away and finally breathed fresh air again on sat. I would say that whole week went pretty well even with the fever. OH I've been wanting to say this for so long. FARM KOK QUAN! IF you see this... THANK YOU FOR SAYING ALL THOSE THINGS THAT DAY! IT REALLY MADE MY DAY AND YOUR SMS MADE IT EVEN BETTER! Farm is so nice you know! He sang me happy birthday on msn and even drew me a cake with candle for me to blow out! Hahaha you see its the people you least expect that can make your day just by simple gestures. Its something definitely i wont forget cause I was really touched by him! ( okay tht sentence sounded wrong) HAHA. OKAY no more words! only pictures. ENJOY! MY CAKE my rootbeer float from billybombers My WATCH Cousin's reception! our drinking snack! HAHA MY Mountain breeze ( in red) THATS ALL FOLKS! TILL NEXT TIME!! LOVES!
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Just a post i remembered i was suppose to post long ago. This was a little something erika gave me last year. Remember me this way by jordan hill. I cant seem to load the song but anyways i was clearing my comp today and i saw this song and considering the mood im in today, it really made me feel so warm! THANKS ERIKA! loves!
Every now and then We find a special friend Who never lets us down Who understands it all Reaches out each time you fall You're the best friend that I've found I know you can't stay A part of you will never ever go away Your heart will stay * I'll make a wish for you And hope it will come true That life would just be kind To such a gentle mind If you lose your way Think back on yesterday Remember me this way Remember me this way Hmm……….. this way I don't need eyes to see The love you bring to me No matter where I go And I know that you'll be there Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere I'll always cares (Repeat *) And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you I'll be standing by your side and all you do And I won't ever leave As long as you believe You just believe (Repeat *) Labels: i'm not alone
Yet another emo post
I promised myself no more. I'm really hoping and praying really hard that I get to change class because my current one is really giving me alot of pressure. Its way too much for me to take cause NO ONE LISTENS to me nor does anyone RESPOND to me. One by one everything is screwing up. My laptop is playing tricks with me, my software wont run, my brain just wont function and NO ONE wants to help me! Yes i can read books from the library but HELLO i still need that someone to talk it out with me. I've bottled it up for so long today I just walked out of class and broke down. Its like I've reached the peak and i dont think I can go on any longer like that. I miss the warmth that once filled the classroom. The heart itches each time i bump into my last year's classmates cause of that special bond. Everyone is genuine, no fakes, smiles greet you everytime eyes meet everything! Like i feel more depressed each time i see them cause i wish i could just go back to those times and never move. I know I have the potentials to do well but given my current situation, I find myself doubting my own potential. I'm not given the right thingy that enables me to unleash and and really show what I'm capable off. Can't they see it. I mean we're all humans. just like when you want to drive, you got to insert the key to turn the engine on, adjust the gear put your seat belt, then step on the paddle to move. You cant just sit in the car and step the paddle, expecting the car to move right. SO I too have starting problems. I need to get my engine running, adjust to the enviroment, understand what's happening then step my paddle and move. Ah fuck forget it. The stupid theories i come up with. Like it makes any sense at all. I dont want to regret my decisions there still a little light at the end of the tunnel. I'm hoping its the end of the tunnel, and not just an on coming train. would someone just send me into a coma for 1 year and let me just wake up to so that i could start things new again!
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Current location: National Library Its been a while. I'm hating school cause I hate my new class. I dont know why out of hundreds and hundreds of people I had to one of those lucky few to change class AGAIN. There's not a feeling of warmth at all. Everyday I step in class, its like theres not a single human being inside. No smile to greet you. NOTHING! You're just another insignificant thing thats oocupying space and taking in air. I DONT LIKE IT! UGH! I'm left to study on my own Right from the start. no easy way out I need to catch up! ugh another stoopid emo post. :( This whole week has been screwed for me. My harddisk is GONE all my things my ever so preciouse things are GONE. my lessons SUCKED my classmate is the biggest ASSHOLE ever who thinks no one else understands chinese but him. and my whole head is in a MESS! I need someone to sort me out! my birthday is in 5 days time and its not exciting at all. I think i need my head scanned. Oh wells i should just shut up now. post again when I'm happy maybe ): off to go buy water! TATAS |