I dont like how i'm feeling now! ARGH! why am i running away from the truth? I know its not your fault but you're such an idiot ! I dont like how i build myself up and now i'm like sitting and cursing myself for wishing cows could fly! ARGH! i'm trying but its not going away! I SO NEED SOMEONE RIGHT NOW! one who wont judge..but just listen! I'll just go do this shit somewhere myself!