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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
This day 2 years ago
I found myself crying last night when i laid down to go sleep.
It was all too sudden. The light went off and everyone nodded off leaving me alone with nothing but the sound of the fan and some cars passing by 23 floors down. I see shadows beside me, shadows of the grills on my window. I curled up and held my bolster tightly and cried. I started thinking of all the things i used to do, how i would take advangage of me being taller then u and wrap my arms around you, squeezing you till you tell me "Chee Poda" The times when you called and i would grumble before i answered cause i had to answer all the questions asked, but deep down now i realised its all because you care. Its because you care that you scold when i dont study. Its because you care that you dislike seeing me idle around instead of drawing or reading useful. Its because you cared, that you sometimes get hysterical at the way we behaved whenever we laughed really loud or did something naughty. Its because you care, that you always made sure i ate before i left for home. Its because you care, that you left us all here and went up there so as to watch over us all. I know i dont show it.., but i do miss you . Deep down under somewhere inside.... i really miss you and sometimes wish that you were still around, so that i could run to you when i needed help. I'm glad i was in school today, surrounded by people who make me happy, instead of being home and thinking.. This day 2 years ago....but it feels like just yesterday! ILOVEYOU! Labels: i really miss you |