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Thursday, May 13, 2010
![]() One by one, everything seems to be going wrong. I dont know what to do and how all this is going to end. The only thing I know to do is pray. Everyday I say a silent prayer, hoping everything goes on well and this shit is over. Do you really care? Did we do something gravely wrong thats why you're doing this? I'm not in the mood to rejoice and somehow even though it was my birthday and I had alot of hopes that I was going to enjoy my day, I couldn't help but feel so down in the dumps. 1 day of fun, laughter, PEACE and JOY was all i wanted but somehow I wasn't lucky i guess. Maybe cause I was alone, which made me think so much. I'm grateful for the well wishes I got from friends and loved ones but i couldnt help but feel something was missing. Something I couldn't put my finger to. Whatever it was, I touched by the little gestures done, to make my day. Its been ages since I blew a candle off a cake ( excluding the countless times i blow off other's haha ) . Thanks Rev, Mil and Jianing(: . Dinner was simple. PRAWN CURRY! My favourite and I'm totally thankful and love my father for cooking it specially (: So thoughtful of him and it was SO awesome. Especially the almond ice cream Thanks everyone for the wishes and though I might not have mentioned you guys, Im equally touched and thankfull for everything thing you guys have done and making the effort to make my day as special as can be. (: I'm off to find my mind and soul. I need to get back on track. Life seems so meaningless and I've got to find something and keep myself driven. I cant disappoint anymore. LOVES !
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