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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I dont know why I like to care so much when i dont even get half of it back.
I know we're not supposed to expect returns but I'm sure even a little return wouldnt do harm. I'm always giving, giving and GIVING but NOTHING comes back. I always end up feeling used and so taken for granted each time I give. It happens EVERYTIME. I dont know why. I dont know what to do anymore. I throw myself into things too much. I should just step back and play hard to get too so i wont be taken for granted. I' always making the first move ALWAYS and even then I get shit back! No more! no MORE! im only going to bothe about the ones who show they care. those who deserve it. I'm glad there's atleast these little group I know I can hold on to and never be taken for granted. I love you guys (: Seriously.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Finally got my song up!
Im so drained I need motivation I need that push Something's wrong with me. One day!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
days,months and years dont matter in friendship
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Just the thought of school bursted every bubble i was floating on all this while.
I just doomed and screwed.. I dont know what to do anymore. Screw this fucked up shit!
Thursday, April 08, 2010
I'm turning 20 in less than a month? 20...TWENTY!
Yet somehow I lack the privacy any 20yr old is supposed to have. Not only am I not treated like an adult, I'm not even respected as an individual. I'm not a kid anymore. Let me spread my wings and fall flat on my face so that I'll be able to get back up. The only thing happening now is me being pushed around not able to raise my head and voice my thoughts! Stop living in denial. There are 2 of us grown up girls in the house already and yet we're treated like kids. When you look at many 20 yr olds, you'll actually realise that I dont "roll" the same way they do! When, When, WHEN?
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go cause im leaving on a jetplane dont know when i'll be back again.
Labels: Leaving on a jetplane
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Dont wanna be alone tonight on this planet we could earth.
What do you say to taking chances? Not knowing if there is solid ground below, a hand to hold or hell to pay. What do you say? |