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Friday, November 28, 2008
Is it you?
Geralene bought me a teddy! Halim's new hairdo. O.o? hehehehe ___________________________________________________________________ Hey people! I'm soooooooooooooo sleepy now. hahaha This week has been good. TIGF! I laughed alot, cried a little and simply had fun! Been spending time with my Shits lately. Haha Man I miss those days. today we had the Jive dinner thingy for those who helped out for the Narpani Zoo event. Us shits, went: Geralene, Halim, Me,Angela and Sophie. We collected our certs, had our food and headed to Cwp for window shopping. It been a LOOOOOOOOOONG time since we hung out like this. DO IT SOON! Went up to the foodcourt to sit and rot cause we got a little tired. So i took angie's phone and looked through when I came across many pics of last sem. All the stupid things we used to do, especially all the bitchings Halim and I did and gosh the way we acted was seriously funny. We had a good laugh and I felt as if it was after a long time, since I actually laughed so hard. It was really funny to watch myself being stupid and to wonder what i was even thinking when i did all that. I couldn't believe how time flew by so FAST. Trained home wit Halim. He got off at Admiratly and I headed home alone. Laughing at the video, and smiling away like an idiot. I felt so clean, so happy, there was just as feeling in my chest. Did you see halim's new hairdo? Hahaha Koolness huh? oh oh and the flowers were for my grandfather because I LOVE BUYING FLOWERS FOR PEOPLE, because I love flowers.They make me happy, and I feel even happier, when I give someone a flower cause I know it brightens their day, just like it brightens mine. The Red rose is from me, the Pink my big sis, the peachy my small sis and the pink, my mom! S uddenly talking about flowers, I feel like getting flowers now!! If only they sold Blue roses, I mean yea they do, but its dyed -_-* Haha Halim asked if I liked flowers, and suddenly I had the urge to buy one but broke =( Then another thing popped up.. My Shits dont know my birthday =( so Shits...see this little info on me UNDERSTAND! if you say you dont know, i'll kick u all. My birthday>> 11th May Fav color>> Blue I LOVE CHEESE! AND ICE CREAM! Spicy spicy = yummy yummy I LOVE FLOWERS =D Sunflowers, daisies, blue roses ** dyed** I LOVE SHOPPING! BUT NOT LIKE YOU TAI TAIS OKAY! hehehe. Thats about it huh.. Ask me again and i will kick you all!
Friday, November 21, 2008
cranky piece of shit
Someone's cranky and its ME! I don't like it cause I feel like simply sitting and sulking away. No mood to do ppt either. I don't like being in this mood because it makes thats when all kinds of thoughts pop up in my head and right now something just did.
I was thinkingtoo much.
Monday, November 17, 2008
I feel so empty, like something is missing
Updates!
I Passed my basic theory test!! haha okay I dont know if I blogged about it but nevermind..haha I did! YAY me! Yesterday we had Jive event at the ZOO...ALL the shits joined except tht stoopid Wee wee la, decomposed corpse. Hahaha I've officially gotten over a someone. Oh that stupid letter, now when I think about it, I feel so stupid, but at least I learn't something from it;) Give me Love Give me Light Show me whats happening around me I dont know if i's because of the mood I'm in now, Make me Happy, Make me Smile someone please! Oh wells. okay wait! AHHHHHHHHHHH bloody flying cockroach just came in my room and I hit my laptop hard on the floor, thank god it was only the butt. Oh my poor baby! * caresses lappy* Something is missing I dont know what, but i feel oh so empty! ARGH! Labels: to wonder how it feels
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Knock me out take me far away PLEASE!
Yup! 18 years of doubt.
Its not as if i never felt or knew that i wasn't the favored choice. Hearing it come out from your mouth was nothing new. I'm numbed and have been numb! YOU SAID IT YOURSELF, IN MY FACE, YOU HATE ME!!!! My mother hates me and I'm a happy kid. someone slap me please! I HATE COMING HOME! I REALLY DO! I need a hug!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Fun laughter peace and joy!
I think today was the day Halim decided to reveal the truth to the world so he wore a shirt that said it all! WAHAHAHA Then he decided to declare his love for me!** The one thing he keeps denying. He declared it by having my named tattooed on his arm! woooooo can you imagine it. EVERYONE seeing my name on his arm? HAHAHAHAHA Kool huh;) Its amazing how it looks so much like it was drawn huh? haha The wonders of tattoos these days. ** please note watever was stated is totally fictional! keep your itchy minds to yourself;) So today was kinda fun. We were all stuck in the rain, so Mellissa nicole and i decided to eat KFC and so the others came along too. Dhel, Atiqah, Fuji, Nicole,Keegan,Mellisa and I. We sat there gossiping and gossiping and man it was so funny, the things we spoke about. We laughed like idiots.Then accompanied mellisa to cold storage to get stuff. It was still raining terribly still, couldnt go to Akka's house so detoured home. Trained home with keegan,dhel and Mellisa. HAHAHA Keegan fits in with a group of girls really well;) get the hint. haha * we know that little secret* ;) OH OH and keegan bought this santa's hat thingy and we told him to wear it all the way home.. with the stars blinking! hahaha and he did, and the best thing was just as he and mellisa were leaving the train. this girl was enterin ang she went something like this Girl: omg its the chirstmas cap guy! Girl's bf : OMG damn funny HAHAHA.. Oh wait thats my friend Keegan keegan! Girl: OMG so paiseh man! okay i know it doesnt seem funny but trust me haha i bursted out laughing cause their reactions were really funny, I had to move off to another cabin just so i could call Mellisa to pass the message to keegan! haha both of us bursted out laughing on the phone. Hais. haha today was really fun! I really had a good laugh! we should do this more often! Thats keegan for you;) Erika's been sick = not coming to school = me not happy because me not see her! She's been poisonned by some food! haha some food! That poor kid who loves to eat, can't eat now! BABE! I VANT YOU TO TAKE CARE! RECOVER FULLY AND COME BACK UNDERSTAND! DONT YOU LET ME SEE YOU IN SCHOOL TMR AND FRIDAY! I SWEAR I WILL KICK YOU IN THE BUTT SO BAD,YOU WOULDN'T SHIT AGAIN! Take care okay erika! =) WO AI NI!
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunshine through my window
Its been a while since we spoke. We've seen each other,
but we hardly spoke. Only exchanges smiles. Yesterday I made a decision and it mean't talking to him again. I was excited as i got closer to my destination. There he was. Welcoming me with his ever so warm and heart-melting smile. The kind that makes your heart forget to to beat for a second. I went up to him and sat myself down on the seat infront of him. We exchanged words and before I knew it, he workded his magic on me. Just one touch and i forgot everything. I left the place with a smile on my face, feeling so satisfied that i finally had my hair cut and that too by that cute hairdresser again! Ahahahahaha what did you think? Hahahahaha that whole paragragh was about my hairdresser...kool right. I know. I like the suspense created! Hahahahaha Omg he's really cute. Hahaha no no no i'm not a weirdo. It just not everytime i find a chinese guy cute., and trust me, if you see him, you'll agree with me. Even my mommy thinks he's cute. The right height, body, looks and hair.. OH his hair! hahahahahaha I'm SOOO satisfied with my hair now and I really like it.. No no LOVE it. It finally looks ALIVE! Yaooooooooooooo! I love cutting my hair. I think its cuase of my sister's influence. Even a little trim, and it makes me feel good. Its like stress relieve =) I'll end here for now! Chaos babes and doodes! LOVES!
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Reflect =)
Hello world!
Its beeeeen a looooong timeeeee.. Well today's entry is all about reflections. I was looking through my old post since 2005 till present and I've realised many things. This one here is something funny you must see. It was copied from my earlier posts in 2007 TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. (mmmm true ) Can come off as boring, but they are not. ( TOTALLY NOT BORING) Hard workers. Warm-hearted. (nothing to say) Strong, has endurance.(a little ) Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. ( are u serious) Not looking for shortcuts.( yea right ) Take pride in their beauty. ( i believe in Look good Feel good ) Patient and reliable. ( BEAMS) Make great friends and give good advice. ( TOTALLY ask my friends) Loving and kind.Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. ( so true ) Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. ( totally.. mood swings ) Determined. Indulge themselves often. (GUITLY ) Very generous. Hahahaha its true... pretty true! Then I read on the other posts, i realised the people I lost as times changes, and the people I gained. The one who stayed through it all! THANKS ALOT ERIKA! Then i saw a really funny thing that made me laugh "went with my appa in the evening to buy a new laptop.. MY FATHER BOUGHT A FERRARI LAPTOP! its like HAWT i tell u. the things u can do with it. i tell u its a BEAUTY. " Haha and best part of reading it, was being able to actually hold it in my hands and know that its now mine;) Kool huh? Thats all.. I still have some things i want to upload. They were all the little little things that people did, which made me smile, made my day, and sometimes get me going! Thank you to all of you! seriously! =) And its funny when someone actually takes note And the people you least expect actually care for you My first A of last semester I'm happy! Really happy though i have some sorting to do but I'm Happy! LOVES! |