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Ignore the words on the pic. I found the pic suited how i felt about shopping haha so yeap.
Anyways. Today was debate for culture. Topic: beauty is NOT in the eye of the beholder, and my group was to disagree. haha i was was the last speaker. WOOHOO ended with a bang;) Facsi said Excellent haha.
Today i realised something.
Met Fariza and Laveena for supposed to be emo session at the esplanade.
We had swensens, and then went SHOPPING! Something i came unprepared for cause i didnt bring enough cash though i had $30, and my bag was HEAVY with my laptop in it.
Anyways. Today i realised that though i may love shopping, it is something i can do only with the right people. I do believe that people can influence your thoughts and feelings. I realised i didnt have the mood to look at anything neither did i feel like buying anthing other than the fact that i bought something for my sisters. Shoping is my fav thing..serious but i have always made it clear that its something i need the mood to do. Its ok that we didnt end up rotting at esplanade but putting all that aside, i had fun. Thanks Babes!
Date with Erika tomorrow. Can't wait. its been long since we rotted together other than in school!
All the laughing and teasing we had during dinner, and nonsense we did at Andersen's haha
It felt good to meet up with them after so long.
Date with Erika tmr. Can't wait. Long since we rotted together other than school. =D
on a diferent note:
sometimes i wonder why i do the things i do.
Expect the unexpected maybe?
Maybe..
From left: Divya, Nisha and Priya
No time for losers.
All this only makes us that much stronger. That much wiser.
Nonsense happens.
people say things out of anger. We are given the choice to choose to listen or not
Ignore and sing " my heart goes shalalalala" Or listen and sulk wondering why you bother living.
People poke you cause they are jealous they cant be like you.
because they feel threatened by you.
they feel vulnerable or inferior.
SO WHAT DO WE DO?
"looks around the class" *sighs*
There is a reason why there's three of us and not just one or two.
The Trio Amigos.
The three blind mice.
The three....erm....
ya anyways...you realise all these always come in threes?
we will have our night to shine. =)
so to my sisters.
lets not listen to the things she said last night. yes she made us gawk. She made my eye balls pop but all those will turn us into stronger beter and independent people.
Look at the pic man. Dont we look hot?
haha i love my hair;)
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS. NO TIME FOR LOSERS.
KNN KCB CCB all also come in threes;) hahahahaha
It doesnt mean that just cause something or someone happens to be different from the bunch, means that the rest of the bunch is superior.
Rp might have a different approach in the way they teach but that DOES NOT and i mean DOES NOT mean that it is any hopeless and lousy compared to the others. The difficulty of getting in is equally challenging compared to the other polys. The graduating criteria is equal. The job opportunities are equal.THE DIPLOMA YOU GET HAS EQUAL RECOGNITION AS ANY OTHER POLY. THE UNIVERSTIY CRITERIA IS EQUAL TOO.
We are just different in the way we learn thats all and i think the pressure is equal no matter which poly one is in. The test are equally tough, so is the tension and the stress. But one thing is different, the skill we learn will be different.
If superiority is what you feel, come take my place and see if you can even do half of what we do. The people do not and i mean DO NOT deserve to be looked down in any way.
So keep your sarcasm to yourself. those hints you pass. the wise remarks, Keep them all to yourself. Cause in the end we run the same race just in different lanes. SO AS I ALWAYS SAY,
SEE YOU AT THE FINISH LINE!!!
Believe it or not after that night when you called and made me speak to Stef on the phone, I was so touched that my whole night was spent thinking how i could make sure your relationship worked. It made me happy to think that i was remembered at a time like that. And that you trusted me to handle the prob and explain it all to him.
We've had nonsense,fun,laughter,peace,joy and lots of tears and emoing with each other, but i think all that made our bond stronger. The times we sat and emoed at the esplanade waving at tourist on the boats.haha. I still remember how our friendship all started with you being the first girl i made friends with on my first day of school. you came up to me and asked if you stained your shorts cause you were having your menses;) Then our orientation dance was with you me and pei zhen. Who would have thouight that we would even last now in poly. Maybe God knew what kind of clowns we are so he decided to dump us together again in Poly so that we'll still be there for each other in a whole new environment.
We are totally different in many ways. You fart in public..i dont....;) hahahaha we eat differently,think differently we like different styles, we like different types of guys but through all this difference we are still strong and solid!
our cliques change countless times, but we stood strong =)
So yes i'm your mini database system. the one with records of all the boyfriends you forgot you once had.HAHA i wont be surprised if i grow old being one still=)
I know i have been an idiot many times... the countless times i would sit and grumble all the nonsense to you even though you would have heard it a gazillion times already. My childish nonesense too you tolerated. All the petty things i used to do. You stuck with me through it all.
YES i know i appointed you as my finder....So you find me anjadi kupehs (gangsters) la?
We promised each other Friends forever till we get married too, to be each others brides maid...that doesnt mean you go get married at the age of 22 ah i tell you!
We'll grow old together and sit on our rocking chairs looking like shrivlled prunes..you'll still drool at all the cute malay guys and i'll be telling you EH you married with grandchildren behave yourself
hahahaha
You know you can always count on me! No matter what.
THANKS FOR THE VIDEO ERIKA
you made my day!
CHEERS TO US! our 6th year together....and the many more to come!
Labels: because she's the best
update more when i get back home =)
They are knocking on my door again. I lean my back against the door.
Do i let them in? or let them stay where they are?
I'm thinking this time round. No more opening doors to just any Tom Dick and Harry.
No more simply smiling away like some idiot, living in my own little fairytale.
I'll peep through the peep hole for now, till i'm assured then i'll let them all in with a smile
as wide as an orange slice.
i've had a nice day.
and i need to end it studying for tmr's Culture UT.
haha i did a quiz ony why am i still single haha and my result?
Because i am an independent woman. I built myself into depending on no one else happiness other than me. Except yes for the occassional family and friends =) * ROCK ON DUDES*
hahahaha maybe its true.. maybe it isn't hmmmm
but i still wonder what it'll be like =D
why do they do such things?
Using a person's weak point against them is the cheapest thing one can do. I think its disgusting. Its an act of hiding your vulnerabiltiy and the fact that you are threathened and not wanting to accept defeat.
It hurts most when it is someone you look up to that does it to you..doesn't it?
looking back, i think it teaches me independence. So that i know that in life the best thing to depend on is yourself and no one else. At the end of the day you only have yourself to blame or thank, depending on the outcome.
Now on a happier note.=)
I'm sitting in class with 3 other girls. one with the facsi and the other two with dancing across the keyboard, doing their own stuff.
its enterprise module today.. I'm learning to like it cause i finally got my long awaited A!
I have had two A's in a week ! feel so accomplished. should try getting A for the whole week! woohoo!
*blush blush* hahahaha i just remembered something =]
mmmm i wonder .....
Labels: smiles
I thought i was over it. Infactuation i thought.But it's still bugging me. SHOO get outta my head.
The stopping of the heart beat. the butteflies in the stomach. The itchy eyeballs of mine. Hahaha nisha oh nisha!
Oh no no no. I'm not possesive.. I'm not. hahaha possesive for what? Haha its normal when one likes someone
Jealousy is not equal to possessive.
but jealousy can lead to possessive. haha interesting right? haha
but i'm none of the above so no worries.
Labels: a very mushy post by me
mmmm i wonder what it feels like
walking down the path, sun in my face,wind in my hair and a smile on my face. Yes i've felt that many times but they were because of how thankful i was for the things around me and the people around me.
They say love makes the world go round. Does it?
its one thing liking a person, and another to be with the person.
Sometimes you cant stand yourself cause you hate the feeling Sometimes you feel like its the best thing that ever happened.
Chemistry they say?
The feeling of liking makes one can make you feel go about feeling miserable yet make you hate yourself for being miserable. ..
feelings...feelings...FEELINGS.....
The dominant thing that controls our emotions.
Love makes people go crazy. cause they do stupid things!
hahahaha
i'm nuts. just felt like blogging about that hahaha night ya'll
Labels: u make me wanna lala
had 2 weeks of holiday and had fun rotting at home. Hahaha school open this week and its FRIDAY! woohoo! skipped school on wed and yest cause i was feeling well. ITS THE WEEKEND! Sing with me LALALALA!
Anyways there as been this one particular thing i have been wating to blog about for almost a week and that is about blood being thicker than water, and i am sure you know what i mean.
There has been a serious case of , to put it in a childish term, "backstbbing" happening around. I'm not stating names or relationships but just what i feel. What do these people get out of gossiping about their own kind. What pride or joy do they get out of harming someone, or seeing someone be at their weakest and most helpless? We are all of the same blood...What is the necessaity in condeming someone of your kind? Whats the urgency or what is so important that you have to have round the table discussions and phone discussions just to discuss of a particular someone?
Maybe its cause you are threatened by that someone, you feel vulnerable or jealous and your not happy that that someone is doing fine and leading her/his own life happily. I question......With the way things are, can we say that blood is thicker than water and can we say that family is everything. Maybe certain relationships are just mean't to be cut off.
Its disgusting when you find out how dirty this people can get and just thinking about it makes me boil.
We'll be alright without you. you mean nothing great and have nothing to be proud of cause when the time is ripe we'll SHINE!
see u at the finish line =))