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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
cucoo cucoo !
Life is becoming a chore day by day.....
i wish i didnt have to wake up everyday... i want a chance to just sleep and wake up after i'm satisfied. ahh Life's been a bore and NISHA'S NOT LIKING IT fat's not in school! AMEN! ILOVE ENGLISH LESSONS went popular...shopped for pens....ilove shopping for pens.... screamed hello outside fariza's window! HELLO!!! I;m so sleepy! next week...father and sisters..going kl... home alone! but i need my big sis company... i got the freedom but no company.. FREEDOM. bu ti'm expected to stay at gramps... or mom will come over!!! ARGH!! hahahaha got to end here...nothing much to say... adios! amigos!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
got some pics....
might need some tilting of the head...so yea... the first pic is a pic of a mop which erika gave me for my birthday...hahas dont ask why. second pic....omph my love 3rd is the bottom of the mop 4th was given by mai,fa and la. and the last is my omph feet in the polka heels..gahaha well now....about today....hmmm delicious laksa in my tummy...thanks erika for the suggestion...gahahahaha the other day i ate delicious fishball mee with fathimah and banquet. shiok ah headache....killing me... tomorrow song shopping at fathimah's.... movie marathon? omph!! yummy food....gahahahaha not going for cross country tmr...hehehe shhhh The Phantom of The Opera is here inside my mind.... lalalala
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
the vein in my fore head i sticking out.
pulpitation in my head.( however u spell it)
my head feels so heavy.. in school now... suppose to be doing FnN but flooding FeeFee's blog. gahahaha slept late yesterday.... freakin tired..oh lord come save my soul.
Monday, May 21, 2007
I'm a Pig!
i'm a pig.... cant u hear me grunt?? i ate like a pig today... argh!?!?! things i did since i last blogged... 1. my friends gave me a mop for my birthday( erika) and a box of things( mai,fa and la)... kuteness... 2. principal spoke to me....hahaha u wait.... 3. i made a new burn list. i never felt hatred like this before.... hey..that doesnt mean i'm some weirdo or what... its only VERY FEW people who get in there..and so far only three are there. edited....22/5/07 feel so down. dont know what to do... nevermind. i shant seek anyone...just depend on me, myself and i. i'll just plug my Mp3 and grumble to myself... sis's grad ceremony tomorrow. dad cant go and wants me to replace him... school? how do i leave early? mom wrote a letter and just because i dropped her phone she took the paper and crushed it...madness i know. ah.... i'm ADDICTED to lemon tea....
Thursday, May 17, 2007
whats going on.
hello world. i come to you today. humbled and confused..
are they genuine or is it all an act? i sit and wonder almost everynight, what is happening to me and life? i heard many things i didnt want to hear come out from my father's mouth... hallelujah i must say.. was that really my father saying it or was is some stranger . i did a wise thing. i walked to my dad's room and left the money there. told him i was not interested and left. As of now... this is my declaration of independence. i've got nothing to depend on neither do i want any.. i'm minding my own business leading my own life. what i do is what i wanna do. no more poking nose. no more listening to others. from now on.. its just ME,MYSELF AND I!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Is it me?
i find myself irritated easily these days....wats up with that? isit the world or is it just me??
people i never got irritated by are irritating me now.. i see people in different ways now... i tell myself forgive and forget but it still remains there...somewhere deep down i noe its still there. am i too sensitive or what. i'm pracitcally on full alert when i mix around with people.. who knows when they might do what to me next. i picking myself up slowly. its not easy but hey...life was never meant to be easy. its a once bitten twice shy thing. am i being genuine? or isit all fake... i cant answer. oh good old lord. where arth thou? 只有你能保存我. 对你。当我与你现在时谈话,我不感觉真正。 我感到,好象一切现在很假。 我寻找自己由你现在激怒 我等待你回来. 生活现在是可怕的。 它是一个坚硬阶段。我做它低谷 too chinkyfide? i'm just putting what i learnt into practise..=) sorry to those non chinese. felt that i could express it better in chinese. i'm wondering if i should take off my tagboard.. i'm planning to. OH I JUST FOUND OUT WENTWORTH MILLER IS GAY!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! heart pain heart pain! Labels: sensitive?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
The hero of my heart.
I LOVE SPIDERMAN AND HARRY OSBORN!
ahhh the two hunks! habahabahaba.. lupp dupp lupp dupp something something. i watched the movie twice and i had the same excitment.. AH james franco so hawt! franco..how cute.hahas... Laveena cried when harry died! gahahahahaha unexpected..hahas...oh i'm so excited i just cant type...ahh i love the movie.... AH!!! i'm going crazy.... someone save me.. Reminisced the old days with fathimah and laveena at burger king...oh those little kids.. one is burger king..two is burger king three is KING KONG!! so kute.. i dont know what it means but they kept saying that. so kute.... hmmmm FnN now...wanna be guai.... taras.... Fariza if u read this...dont worry i havent forgotten about tagging ur blog...i just dont have enough time yet...GAHAHAHAHA u wait!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Happy Birthday to me!
yesterday was me birthday. haha a very interesting one i shan't elaborate about.
hmmm friends...Cute...apple crumble..HEAVEN SENT... West coast...Fun...Journey home...=) Family dinner...LOVELY....Gifts....UNEXPECTED! i'm old and i've accepted it. 3 years to being 20...which means a year closer to achieve my dreams.... my siblings gave me the bag i so wanted from mickey industries...AWESOME.... got a beautiful necklace from aunt...coincidently i saw the bracellet and wanted to buy but had to save coz it was too$$$ wallet i loved..from my other aunt...and LOVE i got from Family and friends... oh how can i forget my BRUDDER's gift.... A ONE DOLLAR COIN! good eh..coz its gold! haha how appropriate. was in depression mode. went retail therapy today... took a load of money with me and went solo shopping at bugis.. AWESOME. i bought make up after make up..earrings after earrings.( planning to go buy more tomorrow) and jeans... ahh felt so satisfied..wanted to go on but had to rush home coz aunt wanted to drink tea with me...so kute right! gahahahahaha hmmm i feel so satisfied with all the things i achieved today... all my savings went to good use...hahahaha hope i use all tht i bought and not let it go to waste.... just came home...going to watch tv now....taras! I'mLovinAngelsInstead!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Nothing hurts like love
nope...i'm not talking about that love...i'm talking about LOVE...the one parents show.... the affection we feel for a friend.. a close one....not bgr crap! gahahaha
indeed it hurts sometimes... the words a father says to his daughter can hurt.. what makes them want to say those things.. no one knows.. but its part of life...one just has to take it in. prove them wrong when u grow up... now is just a phase...tomorrow will be a new day to do new things. Like i always say, everday is a new learning experience funny...i sat at the dinner table...observing my dad and i realised the kind of characters that exsist in the world... all the different characters i mix with everyday. Friends and family.. i was suprised by the things my father was saying and i thought to myself if he even knew what he was saying.. just sitting there abt 10mins and the words he said made me want to laugh. No one asked for diseases to stirke them. as much hatred u have for a person it gives u no right to use their weakness nor their do u have the right to curse them. anyways.. i hope i'm making sense..... got to scoot...taras! Labels: love
Monday, May 07, 2007
maths + nisha = X(
yet again i amuse myself by wondering how it is possible for me to actually be sitting and shaking legs after a stupid math paper that i did and realised how dhoomed i was.... not bad..i'm shaking my legs now as i type this...acting as if exams were nothing to me. happily planning what to do on my birthday.....very good indeed...
math paper... dont talk about it... Hist was ok...hoping for the best.... i need to stand up... i've been sitting too long...argh! math paper was sleep time for me... me being the restless donkey i am...sat there and stoned.... watching mr koh and ms kang together... observing mr anthony and realising how much he looks like my father when suddenly i felt a slap on my face... i snapped back to reality... did whatever i could do... and stoned. ahhhh i need math mircale. hmmmm 4 days to the day.....my sisters have something up their stinky sleeves...i dont wanna wake up with flour and curry sauce on my face again this year... my dog ears have not been working its best lately... its either i'm losing the hearin..or my sisters are getting good at it... thank god for my small sister's dumbness that i get occasional hints when she trys her best to whisper behind my back . gahahahaha .... Nisha Is Pathetic!! gahahaha some call it love at first sight..... i call it butterlflies.. i'm getting rushes...adrenaline rushes
Friday, May 04, 2007
WOO HOO YEE HOO
MY BLOG IS FINALLY ALIVE!!
after weeks of changing skins and having problems with the skin..finally! mids are here and i'm soon gonna be gone... went to study math with fathima. vectors!!! haha had lots of fun...ate delicious wan ton noodles....ah i'm hungry now many many things happened over the weeks... mom's chemo starting on tuesday...argh! worries after worries spiderman tomorrow....AH!!!! just thinking about it is exciting... oh good gracious...i love!=) more to update but too tired now...need to go sleep sp can wake up for spidey! oh my first love.... if i wrapped my words around you, would you have stayed? Labels: Woohoo |