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Thursday, June 30, 2005
bias!
School is open. . I don’t have to stay at home with my mom yapping away like some insane person. its either she is too free or i am so loveable that she just has to pick on me everyday!! Hello! Give me a break, i have to sweep the floor, hang the clothes, and fold the clothes all in one day and all she does is just cook. So what? Cook? She said its not easy planning on what to cook. Hello she isn’t the only house wife in the world who has to plan what to cook. There are many others who do that and on top of it they do the house work too... Why can’t she get ma sis to help... yeah i know she goes to poly and comes late so what how about Sundays ... only she has to study? Don’t i have to? Oh maybe coz she is smarter she doesn’t have to? i started sweeping the house at the age of 10. And what is my small sister doing? Watching tv and being my mother’s pet!! Get a life I am also human spare some thought for me. She doesn’t treat ma other two sisters the way she treats me. It’s just so clear she is just being bias! She knows how to come to me for help when she needs it and later on start calling me names! Knowing I depend on her she uses that to pick on me.” U will have to come to me for money rite... u will need me to wake u up rite? U will need me this need me that” oh just shut up la! I have had enough of it. When school opens I am jus going to take my own time and come back home.. I will get my friends to tag with me go study somewhere else! I never appreciated my dad.. Now I regret showing more favoritism to my mom and not my dad. Though he is fierce. He doesn’t treat me the way my mom does! My mom jus admitted yesterday that my sis doesn’t have to worry about the housework cause at least she studies and produces better results.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
if I wrap my words around youWrap my words around youIf I wrap my words around youWould you stayWould you stay, would you?Wrap my words around youWrap my words around youIf I wrap my words around youWould you stayWould it play with your heart?
Friday, June 24, 2005
describing my life=)
I woke up this morning,The sunshine was shiningI put on my happy faceI'm living, I'm able,I'm breathing, I'm gratefulTo put on my happy face Woke up and realizedThis world's notSo bad after allLooked at it throughA child's eyes, andI saw these beautifulThings that youNever think aboutLike the ocean, moonlight,Stars and cloudsIt's amazing howWe don't appreciateOur blessingsThere's plenty of peopleWho don't like meBut there's ten times moreWho love me andI love myselfSometimes, it gets tough,It gets toughBut I can't give up,Can't give upJust take a deep breath,Close my eyes Feel the love and Give a smile It's me,I just wanna be happyUh, just be happy, uh,Just be happyToday is the dayI am willing to sayI will put all thePast behind me,No more enemiesReady 'cause I'm living in this world I wanna make a change Gonna make a change and jus keep smiling=)
Life!
life at home sucks! My mom juz found out about my water bottle and wants my friend to pay me back..What the.... Knowing I and that kind of person she knowingly told me to do it..Why shld she care? Its my bottle..Maybe cog it was her money thts y but no it was my OWN money!. yesterday was horror for me. she picked on me for the slightest thing i did. Thats not all she started the whole fight and went arnd telling ppl it was ME who did....? hello? anyways i juz got good news...today in the evening i am gonna be home alone..hopefully my PESKY little sis who is my "mommy's pet" goes along for their church thing...yayness all the phone calls i can make...hahahhaha gosh my small sis makes good use of the oppurtunity tht me n my mom are fighting. she goes against anything i tell her and will run behind her "mommy" to complain about me... haiz! thank god school's opening in two days time!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Yayness!!
today was super fun!!! yayness! was sara's birthday today and we went to east coast park....so fun...cycled like siaoz..i took doubles with pei zhen! haha so fun..was the first time i succeeded! yayness! it was so cool cycling with pei zhen.. singing songs and checking out all the guys.... er sara... "BEIDeI BEDeI" actioning on the wheels doing stunts till her gear broke *laughs* haha serve u right...then all happiness ended when we climbed up the rock and sat there , sara wonderfully asked for my wonderful bottle to wonderfully wash her bag and she wonderfully pushed the wonderful bottle of my wonderful hands when i wonderfully wanted to help her and down went my wonderful water bottle in slow motion wonderfully rolling down the wonderful rocks and wonderful pei zhen tried her wonderful best to wonderfully help me but FAILED!!! wonderful waves swept my love awaY!*tears* my heart fell to my stomach. i wasnt sure if i was to express the anger or surpress it..cry it out or leave it alone... all the sentimental value i had for it. i was tragedy..my world fell apart..as i sat there watching it being washed away..all i could do was sit there and stare.. i couldnt swim as it was too dangerous and coz i was ahem having ahem u know and ya... my world tore apart as i sat there helplessly *sings* then i see u floating there waving bye to me and all i can do is watch..:(..Ah wat am i toking about so dramatic. but i do love it alot. sighs... anyways sara's buying me a new one;) hahaha she better...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
2 guys and a girl!
hhey! went for the pck show yesterday with my bruuuudda and cousin. The two got along so well together they started yepping away leaving me alone at the back.. i was lonely! wondering where my pesky sister was ...wishing she was there yepping away atleast i wouldnt feel so left out. sighs...and so we reached an ulu part ...so dark..so erry and i was walking alone behind them...way behind them.... i sang lonely by akon to myself;) ahaz. anyways the two guys blindly followed another group which led us to a dead end leaving us lost not knowing how to go. .HAH! serves them rite..i told them to take a taxi! haha! anyways so reached the place ...it was pretty crowded though. The show was kinda funny yet not sooo funny..The standard of pck really dropped!.. Even in the show i was left out... poor me had to sit inbetween those two guys and they juz kept talking across me and sharing food across me making hold the food for them! how mean! Anyways..going to start working tomorrow..yayness! cant wait...gonna go to all the ppl i know and ask them buy something..... hahahahahaha.. all those unexpecting ppl!! ahahahahah!*cough*cough*
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